| Location | Lawrence, Massachusetts |
| Age | 12 days |
| Cause of Death | Premature Birth |
| Date of Birth | 12/07/2006 |
| Date of Death | 24/07/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,212 since 06/12/2008 |
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My baby angel, Javana, only lived for 12 days in the hospital. We never got to take her home with us, but those 12 days meant and still mean everything. I was by her side every single day praying for her life, whispering to her that she was Mommy's strong little baby. She'd grasp a tight grip on my finger when I'd tell her how much I loved her and needed her to stay with me. I know she felt my love and I felt as though she knew I was her mother there by her side. Her death has left me so broken-hearted and as empty as anyone can feel because I prayed time and time again and wanted to believe God would leave her with me to hold and love. When she passed I got angry with God for a while but then realized that instead of being angry I need to dedicate the rest of my life to trying to live a righteous life so I may be with her one day. I know she is in the lord's hands now but I still can't help asking "why?" every single day. I guess I will know why when the time is right. I have regained my faith in God in hopes to be a mother to my babies one day. Javana was the light in my world and the happiness I've lost. I'd like to thank everyone who lights candles and leaves pictures and tributes for my Javana. It genuinely means a lot.
ღ ღ ღ ღ All My Love Beautiful Angel ღ ღ ღ ღ
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Javana"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.
Copyright of Winnie Lovett
Two Angel Babies - by Unknown Author
Two Angel babies, not here on this earth
Nor playing with toy's, but jumping on stars
And leaping on clouds.
Getting up to mischief, no adults around
Sliding down moonbeams, laying under the sun
Your day's are endless, you're having such fun.
Dancing in raindrops, sipping morning dew
Not here on this earth, how lucky are you?
Such beautiful sights, God's garden does hold
You'll never feel pain, and you'll never grow old.
You know you are loved, how it shines through
It's the love of your Mother, she's sending to you.
And although she misses you, that never will change
She's glad you are happy, in the land of no pain.
She'll love you forever, it will never wane
When she comes to God's garden
She'll hold you both again!
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I Never - by Unknown Author
I never got to hear you laugh
you never saw me cry.
I didn’t get a chance to say "Hello"
you never said "Goodbye"
I didn't think that I could feel
so sad, lost and forlorn.
I never knew God chose his Angels
before some of them were born.
Your life was short yet special
I shared it all exclusively.
I felt you breathe, I felt you kick.
You were alive inside of me.
Every baby is an Angel
and every Angel is divine.
God needed one in Heaven
He came down and took mine.
And although we are not together
we're not really apart.
For you'll always occupy a space
deep within my heart.
Time has begun to ease my pain
It's only some days now I cry.
When I wish I could have said "Hello"
and heard you say "Goodbye"
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xxx
with love
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BABY ALTHOUGH YOUR FAR AWAY
I WANTED YOU TO KNOW
THAT YOU WHERE WANTED VERY MUCH
I WANTED TO WATCH YOU GROW
I WANT TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS
AS I DO YOUR BEAR
I WANT TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES
AND STROKE YOUR BEAUTIFUL HAIR
I WANT TO CATCH YOU WHEN YOU FALL
AND HOLD YOU WHILE YOU CRY
I DIDNT WANT TO LOOSE YOU
I DIDNT WANT YOU TO DIE
BUT NONE OF THESE ILL GET TO DO
BECAUSE BABY YOU HAD TO LEAVE
NOW ALL ALONE I FACE THIS WORLD
ON MY OWN I GRIEVE
I HOPE ONE DAY ILL SEE YOU7
ONE DAY I WILL UNDERSTAND
WHY GOD TOOK YOU AWAY FROM ME
AND TOGETHER WE WILL WALK HIS LAND
written by becky tuffs 2009
God makes little children
He makes them every day
And though He loves them dearly
He gives them all away.
He gives each to an angel
And says take baby down
To such and such a mother
In such and such a town.
Or such and such a cottage
In such and such a place.
He gives the angel with it
A big soul full of grace.
God does so love those children
It's all that He can do
To let the Angel take them
But he loves the mother's too.
And so he says I'll lend you
This little one of mine
The angel folds it's love
About the special gift divine.
The angel watches over
The child both day and night
So glad to see that lovely soul
All shining in God's light
God makes so many children
And every now and then
He seems to want one specially
We don't know why or when
He whispers to its Angel
Bring the child back to me
The angel sees a lovely sight
That someday we may see
It sees the souls of mothers
And fathers in God's light
Offering him tiny children
Whose souls are shining bright
God does so love those children
Whos souls are never dim
And how he loves those parents
Who give them back to him.
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